Sunday, February 8, 2015

hello again

To say the least its been a while since I've been on here. Sorry about that.  But I figured if I'm going to be majoring in journalism I might as well write more. I've just had a lot on my mind lately and I figured no one reads these posts anyways to might as well dispense some of my life on here. Why the hell not.

So I've decided on a college to attend which I don't want to say yet because of safety reasons but as far as majoring goes I'm double majoring in Film & Television and Journalism. Hopefully to get into the political scheme or entertainment. I always thought being a Fox News contributor would be fun. But everything is still in the air plus I haven't even graduated yet. Speaking of graduating I cannot freaking wait to throw my cap in the air and get out of this hell hole.

Lately I've the feeling of an elephant sitting on my chest and my heart racing all the time all because of a stupid boy. Me being a strong person in general I don't like to cry because I don't like to be seen as weak. Thats high school for ya, drama over a freakin boy. I don't know what to do at this point. Like I want to cry But I can't. Like theres a brick wall all over the interior of my body not letting anything out, I can't articulate my feelings as all, they just don't make sense.

**24hrs later**
Well I got my shit together after talking it out more. This boy situation is resolved and were good now, typical teenage girl whoop whoop. For the most part today was a pretty good, I was in a relatively good mood all day so thats a plus.

I will try so very hard to post here more often, I like writing like this, its fun.

See you all soon!